Empty room

Tonight been feeling kind of depressed. I am sitting on the floor typing on my desk top which sits on a small white little table. I kind of like the way my room look like right now. Empty and white. I love the white curtains, white bed sheets and white table. Especially the cute Japanese lantern that's aglow with soft warm yellow light that is behind beautiful cherry blossoms.

Been putting off packing because I don't know where to begin. Actually that's a lie. I am just lazy. I do know where to begin to pack. There is so much of my life to be pack away. In brown cupboard boxes in they go. Secured with sticky tapes and labeled with my name in market pens. Bound for a new destination.

The world just keep on moving and I am wishing it can stop sometimes. I miss my friends, my room, my books, the trees, the weather, that fragrant smell from next door Indian neighbour, everything. Now I even start to miss the street cat I pass by everyday. This experience is just a mixture of great anticipation for the future and nostalgic lingering past memories. Somehow someday upon any moments of our lives we have to say good bye no matter how much we do not want to.

Oh well...maybe I am a born traveler, destined to wonder around the globe. I have my own passport since I was 7 months old. As soon as me and my mum have recovered, one from bringing a new life to this world, one from popping into this world ready to travel. We are on our way to great new adventures. Maybe is because of her, I am never scared when I am in a foreign country and I don't even know where am I or what everyone is talking.

Is time again to travel and though it is sad to leave but well..it is inevitable. So just be brave and embrace the unpredictable. Need to minimize all my belongings...actually in fact what I really need is very little.

Pack the bag, take ur hp, wallet and passport and u are ready to travel. Though sometimes I wish I can bring my cat and dog along too. That will be great fun.

Happy Day! I passed My Exam!

Anyone been wondering where have I been recently? I have been busy studying for my Exam and I am so glad I PASS!! This is a great happy day for me. I thank everyone and all the Gods out there that has helped me through this difficult stressful period of time.

I am really thankful and grateful for every help that come my way. Finally after months of stress I can sleep without nightmares and waking up 2-3 times in between sleeps. Time for packing on a Holiday!

Even if you embrace me until it's suffocating We will never become one.

Even if you embrace me until it's suffocating
We will never become one.
In a place deeper than gentleness
Touching each other is merely pain.
Please bind the two of us.

We will dream no more,
Joining hands in uncertainty
Walking towards
The cruel dawn.

True words are surely
Somewhere in the true world,
Lurking
In our wordless night.
Surely even now

Meeting each other in order to know loneliness,
We won't know until we exchange a kiss.
Even so, I am trembling with the joy
Of having met you.
Please support my heart.

We will dream no more,
We can't run to a warm place.
We will surely overcome
The cruel dawn.

The abandoned quietness
Will surely find
The true words
In order to lovingly hurt each other.
Someday surely

Even if you embrace me until it's suffocating
We will never become one.
O cold starts before dawn,
Please light
The path that's just for us.



Somehow I am just mesmerized by this song. It is so sad and touching that keep haunting my mind and stuck in my heart. I love and hate this "Even if you embrace me until it's suffocating
We will never become one." How true it is. No matter how hard you and someone want to be together there is always this barrier between each other.( Ok. I am told this song is to sort of reflection the same-sex love but still it applies to all forbidden love. Same or opposite sex.) The barrier of cultural norms, family-ties, age differences etc etc etc...........

How do people judge some couple will never be happy just because their age gap is 20-30 years? The most common obstacle is the wealth of someone. When a rich guy wanna marry a poor girl or the other way round. The whole family will be in up roar in wanting to separate them. For all those reasons people give for " Not to marry that person." How sure are they about if this couple marry will not be happy with each other?

Of course I understand all the reasons, pros and cons behind it. But still............ why must it always be like that? People can say similarity, compatibility etc etc... But I think life is more than just that.

Cafe World

Thanks to Chris I am kind of addicted to cooking everyday. Haha. On applications thats all. Guess this is what everyone else does everyday too. But anyway i got to learn a few new things too.

Egg Benedict.

Call me ignorant or what ever I am not that familiar with some western food. When I was looking through the new menu in Cafe World I was bewildered at Egg Benedict??? Google it.

Eggs Benedict is a dish that consists of a half of an English muffin, topped with ham or bacon, poached eggs, and hollandaise sauce.



Today there is another new dish : Loco Moco

What a fanciful name!

Loco Moco is a dish native to Hawaiian cuisine. There are many variations, but the essential loco moco consists of white rice topped with a hamburger patty, a fried egg, and brown gravy. Variations may include bacon, ham, Spam, kalua pork, Portuguese sausage, teriyaki beef, teriyaki chicken, mahi-mahi, shrimp, oysters, and other meats.
Certainly people has so many names for some dishes which is just egg + meat + sauce and a fanciful name. But i guess Chinese got the most fantastic imaginations. Dragon holding pearls etc... Golden Fire Boar etc... Hahaha.. U can never guess what dish is that.