You can not answer me.
From all things it seems, I am Nothing and Everything to you.
I may think too much and I assume too much and all this is just inside my head.
Why do I even bother to care?
You said you can not give me anything.
Why are you hugging me?
You said this is not right.
Why don't you push my hand away?
Who am I to you?
Again....you can not answer.
Why do you care what I think?
It does not matter.
I don't mean anything to you.
So please just stop caring and listening to me!
Or maybe I shoud just disappear..........
This feeling is just a mess.
I do not know what it is and don't want to know.
I just want to run away and forget about it.
But I am so afraid when the time I come back it will repeat it self again and again.
Oh please God stop tormenting me.........
Why it has to be this way?
Why this happened like that ? WHy?
Maybe it is just fate or just karma...I don't care.
I am going to sleep......but I will cut off my cat's whiskers a bit for it is being too happy.
2 comments:
aiyoh...don't torture the poor cats lah
hope u sort out your feelings soon, my dear!
hey Tiff, why are you in sorrow,
Life is short, should live like there's no tomorrow,
Life is interesting, can't you see,
Sad now, but a brighter days on its way inevitably.
I know sadness and jubilation,
I've experienced them in the past and present,
It's all humanly emotions,
But that's a blessing God's given.
Like the messenger of God,the beautiful angels,
they aren't at all familiar with human emotions,
How they would wish to be us, even for a fleeting moment,
God gave us these feelings with an intention.
Me too experienced what you've gone through
Once a while I would contemplate upon the past,
those high and low moments are highlights in my life
there are times when sadness may seem overwhelming,
Those were the times when I've never been so alone,
And at the same moment, never felt so alive
So don't be sad Tiff, listen to me,
One day in future, you'll see,
the past would be simply just be a story,
Emotional turmoils is just temporary.
Most importantly,Tiffany,
Live life like's there's no tomorrow
There's not a minute worth to be in sorrow
Life is unpredictable, for you and me
Nobody knows how long would our life be
Just yesterday I've came to know,
A friend of mine passed away a few days ago.
I was stunned,shocked, soon it dawned upon me
live life like there's no tomorrow
There's not a single moment for sorrow
I want to fly, to feel, to be free
Though my existence is only temporary,
I want my life to mean something to my family
Likewise Tiff, don't cry my friend
Sadness is an emotion, not the end
Life is an adventure, life is a question
seek out its answer, seek it out till the end
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