Empty room

Tonight been feeling kind of depressed. I am sitting on the floor typing on my desk top which sits on a small white little table. I kind of like the way my room look like right now. Empty and white. I love the white curtains, white bed sheets and white table. Especially the cute Japanese lantern that's aglow with soft warm yellow light that is behind beautiful cherry blossoms.

Been putting off packing because I don't know where to begin. Actually that's a lie. I am just lazy. I do know where to begin to pack. There is so much of my life to be pack away. In brown cupboard boxes in they go. Secured with sticky tapes and labeled with my name in market pens. Bound for a new destination.

The world just keep on moving and I am wishing it can stop sometimes. I miss my friends, my room, my books, the trees, the weather, that fragrant smell from next door Indian neighbour, everything. Now I even start to miss the street cat I pass by everyday. This experience is just a mixture of great anticipation for the future and nostalgic lingering past memories. Somehow someday upon any moments of our lives we have to say good bye no matter how much we do not want to.

Oh well...maybe I am a born traveler, destined to wonder around the globe. I have my own passport since I was 7 months old. As soon as me and my mum have recovered, one from bringing a new life to this world, one from popping into this world ready to travel. We are on our way to great new adventures. Maybe is because of her, I am never scared when I am in a foreign country and I don't even know where am I or what everyone is talking.

Is time again to travel and though it is sad to leave but well..it is inevitable. So just be brave and embrace the unpredictable. Need to minimize all my belongings...actually in fact what I really need is very little.

Pack the bag, take ur hp, wallet and passport and u are ready to travel. Though sometimes I wish I can bring my cat and dog along too. That will be great fun.