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    Monday, 29 June 2009

    New Watch

    Here just a little update about my personal items. If U see me , U will most probably be seeing this watch everyday too.


    Recently mum noticed that my long time SEIKO watch is really old and full of scratch marks. She went and got me this new watch from WICCA Citizen. The picture below show what my watch looks like. Very shiny, silvery, kind of pretty and cute.

    Somehow I just always thought they are some pink roses on the watch. Then my friend told me NO. The first thing he saw are the 2 cute bunnies. Then I go :" What??? Bunnies? You mean Rabbits? Are u sure? How come I never see such things? " I look closely and carefully for the very first time, I saw there are 2 bunnies on my watch!!! And I have had this watch for 3 weeks. Almost a month..................-_-........... Very funny indeed. After checking out the citizen web then find out now a days a lot of watches were created for girls. The one I have is themed as : The rose garden. (with bunnies). The advertisement for this series of watches are amazing. The ultimate dream watch for the cutey pretty girl of this new generation. I am like 3 lines down the side of my fore head ( u need to know Japanese anime/ comic to understand this culture.)

    Anyway I really love my new watch. Hope it will last me for a few more years to come. (*^-^*)<<<
    Did U manage to see the 2 cute bunnies on the watch???

    Sunday, 21 June 2009

    Auqarius Wife 水瓶座老婆 ( Quite accurate for me)

    【品名】水瓶座老婆 ( when will I get married and be someone's wife? Ha. )
    【生產日期】水瓶月(1.20~2.18),年份任用戶選擇。

    【適用人群】對事業有強烈夢想和慾望者、重視友誼者、求知慾強烈者、靈感豐富者。( sounds good.)
    【主要成分】創新意識(開拓精神)60%,叛逆30%,坦率8%,獨立2%。(eh..true)
    【主要功能】1、使用本品能為你製造新奇的每一天。( 100% correct!!)

          2、本品是你的吉祥物,能讓親友與你家關係更加緊密,遇困難時自有貴人願意相助。 ( Wowowowow..... Simply means U are Sooo soooo sooo Lucky if U ever get me to be your wife. I am a Mascot that bring luck to ur family and during difficulties. So who's interested in marrying me? :P )
          3、能成為你靈感的來源,刺激你的思維發散力。 ( I agree)

    【注意事項】
    1、不要強行讓本品執行命令,不然很容易導致其失控。

    2、不宜給該品設置太多規則程序,以免短路而發生混亂。
    3、無需對其過度操心,它擁有自動調試系統。
    4、應使該品遠離謊言,它擁有謊言感應器,一旦甄別感應到謊言,將對內部系統產生損耗。(I am a lie detector. Never lie to me coz I know if u do.)
    5、該產品發生時冷時熱狀況,屬正常現象。
    6、使用時有可能導致用戶產生被冷落、思維混亂之感。 ( hahahaha..)
    7、如遇本品對用戶下達的所有指示做出相反反應時,請及時咨詢「科技紫微星座網」,以便查出問題所在,進行調試。

    【禁忌】頑固不化、死守傳統者禁用。 本品應放置在自由寬闊的空間裡,避免擠壓。
    【貯藏、包裝】以各類富有個性和時尚元素的包裝材料為主。
    【備註】本品具有唯一性,不可複製,好好珍惜。非試用品、贈品,決定使用,責任自擔。(^^~)



    自由、美和愛情: 徐志摩

    我爱internet,由于一个小小的开始,下一秒你永远不会料到你会被带到什麽样的国度。
    因为友人提到了金庸,而我才真的认识徐志摩。从前常听家里的长辈提到他。只知他是个诗人,
    其他一概不知。

    他的生平与理想让我对他有了兴趣。不禁幻想了一下他的人生,他的时代。他的故事跟
    他的文学一样精彩。我对许多中国的文人只有这几个字: 不是一知半解,就是
    一概不知。我的教育背景让我没机会接触他们,深感惋惜。不过万事不嫌迟,现在有空就来
    重新认识他们吧。



    His life story:

    自由、美和愛情,是徐志摩一生追尋的文學理想,而他的生活也和
    作品如出一轍,淋漓盡致。1897年1月15日,浙江硤石一戶
    徐姓富商家中,誕生了一個眉清目秀的小嬰兒,他--就是徐志摩。
    當時硤石鎮上有一半是徐家的產業,這樣的富商家庭背景,造就日
    後徐志摩
    善交際與較自我的人格特質。
    1918年,在恩師梁啟超的建議下,搭上從上海航向新大陸的船
    隻,到美國追求新天地,當時,他已經與張幼儀女士成親,並已產
    下一子取名積鍇。隔年,徐志摩到哥倫比亞大學經濟系研究政治與
    社會問題,並於1920年以「論中國婦女的地位」論文,取得哥
    大文學碩士學位。
    徐志摩對西方文明是採取嚮往、探索和接受的態度,他閱讀了許多
    大師的著作,其中對英國哲學家羅素,最為敬仰,而羅素也的確為
    徐志摩日後婚姻的態度和教育的觀念,帶來很深的影響。為了追隨
    大師的腳步,徐志摩在1920年9月轉往倫敦繼續深造。在英國
    的二年是非常幸福愉快的回憶,不僅啟迪了他詩人的創造力,也因
    結識了林長民17歲的女兒林徽音。
    徐志摩在好友狄更生的推薦下,到劍橋大學王家學院作旁聽生,當
    時浪漫主義正盛,徐志摩對浪漫主義的定義:「剎那之間,抓住人
    生的永恆,非常的感受人生」,這種剎那與永恆、感性地感受人生
    的態度,也反映在徐志摩的詩文中,北京清華大學藍棣之教授認為
    :「徐志摩的詩歌是從感情出發,是寫給愛他的人看的,這點決定
    他詩歌的很多語調與表達方式。」
    徐志摩在英國接受藝術與大自然美好的洗禮,使得他「重新發現自
    然,之後再重新發現中國的思想」,他在「藝術與人生」的演講中
    提到:「我的心靈是用來保持生命中成功的狂喜,……有些人在渾
    渾噩噩中渡過,有些人以熱情渡過,最聰明的是像孩童般的,遊走
    於藝術及歌曲中,因為這是我們延長這中場喘息時間的一個機會,
    以便在有限的時間內得到最多,這高度的熱情,可給我們狂喜的快
    感及愛的憂鬱。


    與陸小曼的婚姻,對徐志摩來說是一種甜蜜也是一種負擔。當時林
    徽音已與梁思成成婚,感情上始終需要寄託的徐志摩,遇到了在社
    交圈極為活躍的陸小曼,陸小曼的多才多藝,對徐志摩是另一種吸
    引力。1926年,徐志摩不顧師長的反對與輿論的壓力,毅然與
    陸小曼結婚,造成當時社會極大的轟動。婚後的徐志摩處在為生活
    奔波與藝術追求之間,很難兩全,所以他的「飛」,也可以說是「
    逃」,在這來回奔波間,1931年,一架從南京飛往北京的小型
    飛機,就這樣載著徐志摩遠離人世,結束他35年短促的一生


    Some of his works:

    偶然 1926年

    我是天空裏的一片雲,
    偶爾投影在你的波心﹗
    你不必訝異,
    更無須歡喜。
    在轉瞬間消滅了蹤影。
    你我相逢在黑夜的海上,
    你有你的,我有我的方向,
    你記得也好,
    最好你忘掉
    在這交會時互放的光亮﹗

    人們怕死不錯,我們怕死人,但最可怕的不是死的死人,是活的死人,單有軀殼生命沒有靈性生活是莫大的悲慘。----海灘上種花

    这句听过妈咪说过!!!


    我將於茫茫人海中訪尋我唯一靈魂之伴侶;得之,我幸,不得,我命,如此而已。----致梁啟超書信

    戀愛是生命的中心與精華,戀愛的成功是生命的成功,戀愛的失敗,是生命的失敗,這是不容疑義的。----愛眉小札

    我不僅要愛的肉眼認識我的肉身,我要妳的靈眼認識我的靈魂。----愛眉小札

    是真愛不能沒有力量;是真愛不能悲劇的傾向。---愛眉小札

    感情是我的指南,衝動是我的風。----致陸小曼書信

    你早已成我靈魂的一部,我的影子裡有你的影子,我的聲音裡有你的聲音,我的心裡有你的心;魚不能沒有水,人不能沒有氧氣;我不能沒有你的愛。----致陸小曼書信

    哇。。。外表看起来那么斯文的他,没想到他满腔的爱是如此的强烈。古人或许比我们这些现代人更懂什麽是谈恋爱吧。现代人许多都是视觉系与肉体派的。 许久不曾见到哪个男孩写情书给女孩了。


    How to get ready for work and have a Good breakfast in 5 mins??

    This Japanese man will show u how:
    Amazing little tips for people who are in such a rush. Bet there is no female version as we girls definitely need more time. :P This guy really shows a lot of fun quick ways for dressing. Talking about clothes reminds me of the shorter girls. I felt like a giant among my classmates. Almost 90% of the girls are short, around 160cm and below. So me...168cm become a giant. That day I saw one girl wearing a very pretty pair of high heels. I envy her. Guess I need to have more confidence in my height and looks to wear that. Miss the good old days when a lot of girls are about my height. So I won't feel so out of place and gigantic. Sigh....


    Friday, 19 June 2009

    Blood: The Last Vampire

    Went to watch "Blood: The Last Vampire" the other day with my long time childhood friend, Ah L . We first met when were around 7 years old. Wow...how time past us by.
    Back to the movie: it was based on Japanese anime film. But strange enough I never see this around. Maybe it was really popular in Japan or other parts of the world.

    Blood: The Last Vampire is an anime film produced by Production I.G and Aniplex and directed by Hiroyuki Kitakubo. The film premiered in theaters in Japan on November 18, 2000.

    The story is set in the American Yokota Air Base located in post-WWII Japan, a few months before the beginning of the Vietnam War. Its main protagonist is a girl named Saya, who hunts hematophagous bat-like creatures called chiropterans for a secret organization known as the Red Shield.

    This is the Movie version acted by the pretty Korean actress. If you recall the popular " MY Sassy Girl" that's her. That sweet, violent, pretty, brutal, yet innocent sassy girl. I really like her character's image here. Much more pretty and stunning then the anime version.
    From the muscular cuffs observed as she run around, I guessed she must have done quite a lot of work out for this movie.

    I am not sure about how people judge films but as for me I think it is quite enjoyable.
    Rank: 4/5
    Storyline: 1/5
    Though story line sucks at the end by the action, graphic and the opening was good. Other than the last 1/4 of the movie is very hard to understand, the rest was good.

    The atmosphere, the setting was nice but the computerized monsters were a bit....weird.....and the splattered blood. Why it is like animed ? I dunno how to explain. It just look weird. Sometimes it is not even red in colour.

    Towards the second half of the movie I was kind of confused about that lady with long black hair and dressed in white kimono. But somehow I sort of guessed that she must be Saya 's mum. Typical anime story-line anyway. Still it is worth watching. ^^~~~

    I love her sad sad eyes. So beautiful and telling you her life-long sorrows.
    Plot Summary: On the surface, Saya is a stunning 16-year-old, but that youthful exterior hides the tormented soul of a 400-year-old "halfling." Born to a human father and a vampire mother, she has for centuries been a loner obsessed with using her samurai skills to rid the world of vampires, all the while knowing that she herself can survive only on blood like those she hunts. When she is sent onto an American military base in Tokyo by the clandestine organization she works for, Saya immediately senses that this may be her opportunity to finally destroy Onigen, the evil patriarch of all vampires. Using her superhman strength and her sword, she begins to rid the base of its evil infestation in a series of spectacular and elaborate showdowns. However, it is not until she forms her first human friendship in centuries with the young daughter of the base's general that Saya learns of her greatest power over Onigen may well be her ability for human connection...

    For movie preferences it really depend on different people. Sometimes my friends claimed that xxx movie is a must watch. But quite a lot of times I am totally disappointed. I remember there was this Cartoon about some penguin finding its mate across atlantic. People keep saying how fantastic it was and how meaningful, touching....To me: a bunch of fat penguin in black and white singing romantic songs to each other. Music is great but....still.....penguin.-_-............ Total let down.

    Also that "Scary Movie", seriously other than 1 of them the rest is a total waste of time to watch. Btw I love " In the Mood for Love" by Tony Leung and Maggie Cheung. I watched it a few times actually. OK....guessed most people find it Boring but not me. I simply love it. IT is a very beautiful, romantic, melancholic.

    Love the song: In the Mood for love too.



    Love this part:
    The setting of the final narration of the story is at Phnom Penh, Cambodia, Chow is seen visiting the Angkor Wat and whispers several years worth of secrets into a hole in a wall, before plugging the hole with mud - a method that he mentions by which a secret can be kept whilst dining with his old friend during his stay in Singapore.

    The tension and forbidden feeling between them is so intense. Wihtout saying anything, just a glance, a hand that shakened slightly and the end butt of a cigeratte tells the whole story. I am really impressed with how the director manage to create such a feeling and mood. You simply see the loneliness in their eyes, sadness and anger over their adulterous spouses. Somewhere around the middle of the movie, the mood changed. As days past by and that get closer to each other, something between them grew. There is a sort of hide and seek between them. He wanted to admit he love her but she withdraw and moved away. So he felt defected and embarassed. Another she gather up enough courage to find him, he is trying hard to up hold his principle for not following the foot step of his wife. Nevertheless the is taste of sadness at these two people who so desperately in love with each other but were unable to do so. They do not dare to cross the boundaries in a conservative society though their spouses did.

    Oh well... it is a really romantic movie about love. In the mood for love.

    My Cute Fat Fat Soft Cushion

    Kat Kat: The super bouncy cushion with fantastic thick soft velvety great fur fur. As I have always said: The cats are the best soft toys in the world. I am in deed very lucky to have them. Both my cats have great silky velvety thick fur which is very uncommon among local cats. Playing with your beloved pets is the best anti-stress therapy you can have.

    Looking into their innocent huge shiny eyes, all the world just seem so simple. Lying around the floor and roll with them for a lazy afternoon, really made you feel as if everything is at great peace. All you need to do is rest, laze around, enjoy good food and sleep.....Just like the cats. In the kitty world, there is no stress, no exam, no worries about bills, no need to do chores, no need to care about a single thing. Just eat, sleep, play and be yourself and they got loved and pet for doing exactly just that!

    Last time a lot of friends came over to visit my cats during the exam period for stress-reducing therapy. :P People are happier with pets around. In some hospitals they even have "Animal Doctors" usually dogs to cheer patients up.


    Kat and Me

    Someone asked me about my height recently then I realize something: I don't really have many photos showing the my full length. After searching around finally found one. Me attired in something very casual and youthful which is very rare. Love my Converse shoes!! I just love them better than Nike and Adidas----> these 2 are nice but a lot of design a bit too bulky. Guess my blog is turning more and more into my diary. Haha...

    Disturbing News again

    Opened The Star Online first thing I got home after class, what greeted me was this heading:

    Friday 15 June 2009
    Boss Raped me, says shop keeper.

    KUANTAN: A 17-year-old shop assistant has claimed that her employer raped her in his house in Raub on Monday.

    Following that right under it another head line:

    Teenage gang-raped for 12 days after accepting lift.

    A TEENAGER who took up an offer by four strangers to send her home was gang-raped by them for 12 days in a house in Kuantan, reported Sin Chew Daily.

    U all can proceed for further details from www.thestar.com.my . There is no need for elaboration on such matters. It was only 2 days ago when I am complaining about the state of horrifying cases of incest in Malaysia. And now...2 more cases of rapes again. -_-... I feel very very unhappy and sad for women to be abused in such a way.

    However, I do notice something weird about the teenage gang-rape case. I remember reading about another news article not too long ago. It was a pair or 3 teenage sisters age from 15-18 ( if I remember correctly), they too accepted lift from COMPLETE STRANGERS! A free ride home is just a free ticket to hell for them.

    What happened to " Mummy and Daddy always say Do not talk to strangers. Never follow strangers to go anywhere. Never take or eat anything given by stranger."?????????
    In both cases, the victims are not primary school kids but teenagers reaching adulthood. The most recent one is 19 years old. Don't tell me they do not understand about the simple fact regarding the Danger of a Stranger? The similarity do not end here, in these 2 cases the rapists all offered a FREE RIDE. -_-.....................

    Why in the world under normal condition will any sane person accept a lift from complete stranger. Somehow in these 2 cases unless there is some absolute reasons behind, you can almost say this to the victims : " You brought it on to yourself." The latest one was even more amazing in the way that: a single 19 year old girl entering a car with 4 guys she don't know. Don't they realize the danger? Since she is smart enough to run away and report to the police. I am sure she is not mentally challenged or have any disability in anyway. ( not mensioned). I can't help but comment that these girls were too careless about the situation. I never hear anyone accepting rides from strangers in Malaysia. Or is it becoming a new trand I am unaware of???

    Whatever it is. Girls out there Please be more alert and careful. Do not let yourself have the chance to be the next victim.

    Ok...I am sounding very naggy. I just hope that this can raise a bit of self-awareness in more people about self-protection. Maybe due to the fact that I have been staying outside since young, I am very alert about self-protection. Beware of thief, robber, environment, suspicious-looking people etc...

    It is never too much to be more careful especially for young girls.

    Thursday, 18 June 2009

    Fleeting pain

    Today one senior told me an interesting and satisfying case. Kind of funny in a way if you look at the history. The pain just run here and there everywhere all over the body.

    One teenage guy came in to hospital complaining of joint pains.

    Case History:
    According to the patient, this is what happened:
    Had sprained his right ankle 2 weeks ago during a soccer game and went to a traditional healer and recovered fully. No more pain.
    Following that he said joints on his LEFT start to feel pain. Pain in his LEFT ankle, knee, hip. As the week past by, the pain lessen. But funny thing happened, the upper Left limbs, his arms, wrist start to feel pain.

    Ok...that means first pain in the right ankle due to accident but following that he was presented with joint pains in other unaffected areas.

    On physical examination, other than the reduced responses due to pain in joints and fever he is perfectly well. No injuries, no bruises, nothing. His heart rate is slightly raised but not yet tachycardia. But upon auscultation, there is a faint pansystolic murmur.

    My senior asked the guy did he have had a sore throat recently. After thinking for like an hour, he finally replied, Yes.

    Tests were done and results confirmed. The teenage guy has rheumatic fever. So happy ending for everyone. That sprained ankle is like a extra 'bonus' for that boy.

    Incest

    While studying in library today my friend joined my table. We started to talk about his new car and moved on to current events. He made an interesting comment about Malaysia's problem of incest rape cases. He mentioned that in his country this is unheard of. True enough. In Chinese society it is a very very rare thing to happen. Almost unheard of too. This reminds me of all the Malaysia news paper articles I have read in the past.

    Every month or so, sure enough there will be a case of incest rape case. It is a very disturbing thought. Disgusting actually. Why would any uncle rape his own niece let alone a father rape his own daughter? This is so disgusting and inhuman. Friend said in their religion there is this teaching. Incest is prohibited. The story goes like this: In the ancient time, some where in the middle of desert in Arab. There was a camel that gave birth to a young camel. They were separated since then. After a few years, the owners of these 2 camels came together and tried to mate them. Till later on one of the camels realize they were mother and son. The camels went off and killed the owners for doing such things. This is trying to imply that even animals know it is not right to do so. What more about us humans?

    It is just plain crazy for people to do such things to their close family relatives. I really would like to pray over their head and have a look at their brain and see what are they thinking!!! Some of these men had very normal happy childhood without any abuse as a kid. So possible reason as a bad childhood lead to abnormal behaviour.


    Recent cases in the news:

    Wed May 13 2009
    Man Charged with killing one daughter and raping another.
    GEORGE TOWN: A 40-year-old odd-job worker was charged with the murder of a daughter five years ago — and with committing incest with another daughter in February.
    Incest is punishable under Section 376B of the Penal Code with a jail term of between six and 20 years and with whipping.

    * 6-20 years of jail ONLY????? Isn't that too little ??? It means under super great condition that man will only go to jail be lock up for 6 years?

    Friday May 28 2009
    Lorry driver nabbed for raping daughter over 4 years
    SEREMBAN: A 52-year-old lorry driver has been arrested for allegedly raping his 16-year-old daughter over the past four years.The heinous crime was uncovered when the girl’s mother found stains she suspected to be semen on her daughter’s panties at their home in Paroi, near here, on April 8.

    May 6 2009
    JOHOR BARU: A 46-year-old lorry driver was reprimanded by a Sessions Judge for apparently flip-flopping between pleading guilty and not guilty to raping his underage daughter.

    Monday August 11 2008
    Man held for raping 3 year-old.
    SANDAKAN: A stepfather was arrested for allegedly raping his three-year-old stepdaughter.

    * ok... this is getting more and more crazy. 3 years old??? What kind of sexual fantasy that man has??? Sick!

    * Came across this article suddenly and came by the title and I am in a state of bewilderment about it..........

    Monday September 1 2008
    " Elderly have needs too"

    SOCIETY should not look down on senior citizens who want to remarry as this perception may suppress them from fulfilling their needs and even lead them to commit incest, reported Metro Ahad.

    Men’s health expert Dr Mohd Ismail Tambi said this negative impression must be changed immediately to encourage senior citizens to lead better lifestyles.

    “We don’t criticise the young when they get married but when a 60-year-old man ties the knot, we look upon it with prejudice,” he said, adding that a person still had needs to fulfil regardless of age.

    “It is also dangerous if desire is suppressed as it can lead to unwanted situations,” said Ambrin.

    He explained that male senior citizens might find alternative ways to satisfy their needs if they no longer had a partner and this may lead to sexual crimes.

    * SOCIETY should not look down on senior citizens who want to remarry as this perception may suppress them from fulfilling their needs and even lead them to commit incest????

    ok..... so this article is trying to say that if old grandpa is not allowed to remarry some sexy young chick to fulfill his 'desire'. Your poor little grand-daughters, nieces, young female relatives will be in danger of being raped???

    A man has needs t be fulfilled regardless of age?? Men's health expert is totally trying to say that woman is viewed as a sexual need reliever in this terms. A 60 years old man who can he marry?? A 50 years old woman? No. Usually will be age from 20-30, since 40 years old woman will be consider old. And normal woman around that age will be nearing menopause their sexual drive will be reduced too. So... just from this view, a 60 years old man will usually marry someone who is 20-30 if they ever remarry for their 'needs'. But sure enough they will past away long before these woman turns old. What if this 60 year old man father even more children? Who is going to take care ? The old man's son or grandson??? It is ridiculous. It will up set the whole society for a grandpa to have a son same age as his grand son. It is socially disturbing. And what about the young widow? WHo is going to raise and take care of them??? It totally defeated the meaning of marriage.

    Old man marrying for their 'needs'. Old woman which more fitting as a life partner and company is not suitable as sexually unavailable. Young woman will lead to a lot of social problems and family troubles too. In the end, I think this is a ridiculous idea to suggest to the public. A old man have had his life time and chances for experiences. If he is a proper old man with family and grand children. He should have the mentality to be mature enough , face the reality and act according to his age and position. An elder in the family sets example and give advice. Life is not all about sex all the time. He can join others and do a lot of activities too. Don't tell me that to fulfill his needs he will be having sex whole day long since he is retired and reproduce more kids? For who to care after he past away within a few years time.

    Very weird article to be published.

    Tiger massager

    Tiger massage for You~ It is yellow and it is cute. I am not sure is this thing suppose to be call as massager or not. Due to long hours in a sitting position I always suffer from cramps and body aches. I try to stand up and walk around every 30mins as often as possible. But sometimes it is just impossible to do so. ( Usually I forgot)...And my poor back and shoulders.......pain pain pain. Day and night just pain.

    Pain: The feeling of distress, suffering or agony caused by stimulation of specialized nerve endings.

    Haha... what a definition. Anyway I am trying out the Chinese way of slimming my legs. Hit on the "acupoints" to help blood circulation. Hit till a bit pain along the lateral side of your thigh down towards the ankle. Reapeat the same for medial side of the leg. Hit from medial malleolus and up towards the root of your thigh. Do the same for the other leg for 5 mins each everyday. Some girls claimed that it worked. Since more than a handful of girls said so....oh well. At least it is good for blood circulation.

    Discovered that after a long holiday my legs are getting weaker and my stamina is totally zero. I can't even run to class carrying a thick fat book. Half way I got to stop and catch my breath. Upon reaching my seat....my knees gave way.... I fel sharp pains in my thighs...OK... lack of exercise.

    Once confirmed it works effectively I will inform everyone who wishes to slim their fatty things.

    Weather is hot.

    It has been a long time since I post any pic of myself. Been busy and not much time to spare for anything else......

    Life have not been too great these days. Weather is hot and I am perspiring like mad every single day. When I reached Uni I look like just out of a hot shower. From tissue I am using small hand towel to wipe away my beads of sweat. I hate hot weathers!!! I wonder why some people just don't perspire at all in the same condition. It is really interesting...maybe I should have a look into it.


    Just out of the shower with my hair wet wet and messy.


    Long time never use my Logitech webcam, so I am taking it out today and have some fun with it. I really like the colouring here. Very natural and not too over exposed lighting.


    I had a hair cut recently. Thus my hair is kind of short. Sometime ago some horrible hair dresser dyed my hair a hilarious bright auburn that is almost orange....-_-....when he took off the towel I almost fainted. I guessed my expression was pretty shocked when I stared at myself in the mirror. He keep flipping the magazine and try to console me saying:" Look Look. This colour is just like this model here. Very pretty and striking isn't it?" Yeah....You are right. Very striking. As soon as mum see me in that hair, she drag me to another salon to dye it again.....To a darker shade. Anyway my poor hair suffered some serious damage and became quite lifeless. I had to trim them off bit by bit and let them grow out. I have decided not to dye time for some time and try having natural black hair for a change.


    Back to the hot weather, my hp hang....it will be send for repair when I am free and today there is water cut due to some pipe leakage. Horrible day.

    Pimple pimple please go away. Just one tiny dot on my face will look very obvious. Some people may say:" Just one pimple what's the big deal?" Oh well...it is not a big deal but.....it does appear very obvious on my clear fair skin. Everyone will be able to see that one huge dot. See...it is so clear on the picture here. >_<...why must we have pimples? ???


    Guess some ppl will be commenting : wow this girl is so daring to put pic of herself with ugly dark circles and pimples for the world to see. But to me...I felt natural is the best. Who ever knows me will know how and what I look like. It will be hideous if I photoshopped off all my pimples, my scars and marks to a perfect skin they never see in me. Won't people think I am kind of hippocritic? Posting perfectly pretty pics to fool who? I donno. Recently saw a few videos of the supposedly beauties online. They look so much less attractive and very ordinary looking when compare to their goddess-like blog pics. Such a let down....


    If it is for photo shoot like: Wedding, Special album etc.. U want a totally perfect look. I understand. But sometimes.... it is just too much to photoshop all ur pics. -_-....

    Ok.I am lazy.
    p/s: DO not squeeze your pimples and damage your skin. It will leave a scar behind if you injured the epidermis and beyond.